I try not to think too deep into it
For the past weeks... the past few days... I have been disturbed by some really horrific thoughts... it's regarding problems that I face... problems that (we) face... it's been 3 years... and many said that most ppl will probably end up with a long term holiday after 3 good years... they say nothing will much come up anymore after 3 years...I had a friend... a buddy... who had been facing transport problems (i believe) coz his girl lives soo far away from him... and believe me... it's VERY FAR... like one end our 'small' 'little' island to the other end... and I really give him my respect for being able to last till now... still strong and going... she is really lucky too to have him around...
however, on the other hand... I had seen quite a few who didnt even last a year... some didnt even extend over a month... why? how come? I guess all this kinda stuffs are prety much unexplainable...
for me... it has been a good fun and interesting 3 years... although there were times that were really really bad... but I would rather drunk myself in those other times... where (we) were so much in love and sweetness could touch any heart near us... could it this be the truth? the cruelty of time? maybe... maybe not... take it as an excuse or not... but I had never believe in blogging... Seriously I think it's a waste of time... Why bother to waste so much time in publicising your own personal stuffs? but argh.. I guess I am just yet another idiot so stuck with her... but i like it... even she could place me in the bad debt department in her accounts book or even worse... No matter what... My heart throbs for you... Even if there's this one day.. If... there's really this one day... that very day that no one will ever really wanna see...
I dun think I'll ever fall for another... coz she's too special for anyone to replace...
a happy belated national day to all...
N I C K
posted by LArcenCie @ 12:26 PM
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