Overworked... Exhuasted... Overheated...
31st May 2004:it was such a terrible night last night... a single mind, a pair of hands, 3 laptops, lots of cds and labels... it happened so fast and i couldn't react fast enough anymore due to tiredness and unable to focus after a whole day of rubbish produced... everything was suppose to work according to plan but apparently some screws, bolts and nuts are simply missing! everything starts to fall apart... minds go wild... hands gone tired... all kind of language and jokes was heard thruout the room...
it became something else more than just a simple cosy cool bedroom...
war starteed... racing against time and wrestling with the tear in the mind... forcing the mind to slow down... to eventually stoning!!!
I still can't believe my eyes til now when i saw the clock running furiously at 0445 and at scratch the video project's still in... it is still in the most raw footage form...
okay... mum wokeup... shocked and unsurprised to open the door so as in hope to see her beloved son still sleeping soundly in bed like a small little kid... adrenaline started the run and out of nothing, there came out something... something crappy and out of standard... the whole room's in chaos... hands starts to get busy once again... to pack up and trying to finish up the very last crappy part of the project, trying to squeeze and make use to every last min that's available...
breakfast was gone... there wasn't enough time and the little chauffer man had to be called up... in his little yellow car... with a huge and swift gulp of 'breakfast' from my every morning cup and the rest is simply a long fast 'BIG WALK'... scrambling down the long flight of steps... hugging the huge paper 'grocery bag' filled with cds and stuffs...
got on to my little yellow cab and it was already 0738...
manage to skim thru in the end....
so what's next? what's next coming up that awaits for me tonight?
i guess my mind's not working well to figure it out in anyway...


