Sunday, August 21, 2005

就是爱你

我 一直都想对你说 你给我想不到的快乐 像绿洲给了沙漠
说 你会永远陪着我 做我的根 我翅膀 让我飞 也有回去的窝
我愿意 我也可以 付出一切 也不会可惜
就在一起 看时间流逝 要记得我们相爱的方式
就是爱你爱着你 有悲有喜 有你 平淡也有了意义
就是爱你爱着你 甜蜜又安心 那种感觉就是你
我 一直都想对你说 你给我想不到的快乐 像绿洲给了沙漠
说 你会永远陪着我 做我的根 我翅膀 让我飞 也有回去的窝
我愿意 真的愿意 付出所有 也要保护你
Oh 在一起 时间继续流逝 请记得我有多么的爱你
Oh 就是爱你爱着你 不弃不离开不在意 一路有多少风雨
就是爱你爱着你 放在你手心 灿烂的幸福全给你
Oh 就是爱你爱着你 我都愿意 就是爱你爱着你 要我们在一起

should I or should I not

she asked if she had really changed... and I wonder if she really had changed... who is the one who had changed? she? or me? I couldn't find an answer... I am clueless... totally in despair... in search for an answer... for my reply...

so who had really changed?

I didn't reply...

I had no answer to reply...

I had to continue in my search for my answer...

for her... for myself...

for us...

wE [mEn] DuN gEt It

or maybe it's just me...

for months, weeks, days, hours, mins and seconds, I have been asking myself continuously, with questiong that had been surrounding us around...

questions that we had been asking...

it's just that something that I think I might never ever find out, although i did once believe that I had really the answer for it...

but it seems like the more I sink my thoughts into it, the more unsure I become and this starts to blur out all my 'once to be answers'...

is it just something that had been passed down from generations to generations, down the decades and the few thousand millions years in the history, between the two genders...

their difference in thoughts and perception, expression and actions, and understanding towards each another...

is there a formula somewhere lost from our dna that solves everything? is there a way to simplify and solve all complications? is it her? or is it me?

had time really changed us?

her?

or me?

had time really faded everything?

I have no idea...

I only know that time had faded myself out...

tired and weary...

is this really the curse that every egytian legend proclaims about life? for the 'cursed one' to carry the 'curse' in order to suffer all the unnecessary?

my mind could not settle for an answer as it is just simply just to worn out from the search of the answer...

but...

maybe it's really me...
i dunno anymore...