You can erase someone from your mind. Getting them out of your heart is another story.
it's not too bad a day to start today... one of those you'll find hard to draw the line across (those you'll be stuck undecided, saying, it's not too bad... not too good either...
there was a late night last night, i was trying to get photoshots of the ndp countdown so-call calender (those you'll find in the office that tells you how many days left to watever blah blah blah...) so as to do a montage of time-lapse... ironically i had to wakeup early for the parade... have got to video it coz it's the national day conservant parade or something like that... wokeup by zul coz i slept in the office...(it's a looong story...) stupid things just came to me thru out the whole shoot... the batt went flat, the tape ran out... luckily there were reserve in the camera bag... so had to put up the 'i'm still taking it' act while changing the batt and in the other case, trying to look for a tape that i can use.... oh god, didnt notice csm was just beside me when i was changing and viewing the tapes, in search for 'the one'... luckily i think he's just too busy acting garrang... hehehee... lucky!
oh yah... just read my dear's blog... it's so sad to me... although it's not really some sad contents... okay lah not that sad lah but i just feel bad lor... so i posted a little comment to her....
||| gulpz....
*guilt strikes once again*
once again it was another night filled with rojak feelings of guilt and romance, plus a slight irritation... as agreed totally, it was a beautiful lifely enjoyable night, however still it is still so sad to be unable to be there beside my love one and propose to her... (hehehehee.. got your hint liao.. and perhaps block out all possibly guys going for her... lol~)
lastly but not least... nothing but guilt came back again upon knowing my lau poh's unable to make it for this coming monday... *sad |||
what's true to the eye and the heart?
what's not?
who has the answer??
just you and me....
This Spring, clear your mind
This Spring, clear your mind
coz NDP's HERE~!!!!
it's FINALLY here man... so much time had been wasted and so much energy have been injecting into this project in this committee... there were times where nothing but rubbish and crap that we had to waste so much of our 'resources' on... so much crap had gotten us all to nothing but tiredness and sickness... where everyone else thinks that being on the NDP project in the committee is so 'holy' and 'honourable', i think it is not really that big deal... although it is a big great chance that is hard to come by, however it just sucks too much when you are working in the committee as a non-civilian, coz creativity can be easily wasted and all basics are 'called' back in behold to do a 'great' job to fit what some of these officer's 'great' standards... well... maybe it's just my perception lah...
on the other hand, it is going to be such precious memories for me though... with all the ups and downs i've gone thru, with my newly-met friends in this new camp... it's coming to be a little hard for me to say goodbye to them... from strangers, we have became bitching buddies and night-cheongers altogether, rushing work together, getting f for rubbish work, doing brainless work out of each and our jobscopes and not forgetting our adventures both out of the camp and in the stadiums... stupid idiotic moments there were but yet unforgettable it is going to be...
although we all know that everything's not done yet even after the 9th but i guess we are all looking forward to it... to enjoy and honour our fruits of harvest finally... with mental preparations for the last pieces of assignments that we will need to finish after the fireworks and with plans already for a good rest, for both the body and the mind... no doubt, there will be seperations soon... everyone will be heading their own ways, continuing each and one of their own adventures and missions ahead... it will be both sad and happy at the end of this journey together... the taste of life... tastes sweet but yet nothing will be left when there's none left, just memories... of the last summer...
Spring's coming...
